That One Time He Really Left

Sometimes you have to be apart from the people you love, that doesn’t make you love them less. Sometimes you love them more.

Not sure what I was thinking telling him for the millionith time to just leave, but for whatever reason this was the time he decided to go. So I can sit here and cry and feel sorry for myself for something I told him to do, or I can start to purge. Heal. Mourn.

Ac

“My Favorite Color is You.”

Sober up

Hello, hello
I’m not where I’m supposed to be
I hope that you’re missing me
‘Cause it makes me feel young

Hello, hello
Last time that I saw your face
Was recess in second grade
And it made me feel young

Won’t you help me sober up
Growing up it made me numb
And I want to feel something again
Won’t you help me sober up
All the big kids they are drunk
And I want to feel something again
Won’t you help me feel something again
How’s it go again?

Goodbye, goodbye
I said to my bestest buds
We said that we’d keep in touch
And we did our best.

All my new friends
We smiled at party time,
But soon we forgot to smile
At anything else.


My favorite color is you.
You’re vibrating out my frequency.
My favorite color is you,
You keep me young and that’s how I wanna be.
My favorite color is you.
You’re vibrating out my frequency.
My favorite color is you,
You keep me young and that’s how I wanna be
.


Hello, hello
I’m not where I’m supposed to be,
I hope that you’re missing me
‘Cuz it makes me feel young.

Hello, hello
Last time that I saw your face
Was recess in second grade,
And it made me feel young.

And I wanna feel something again.
I just wanna feel something again.
How’s it go again?


– aJr

d.m.b.

So there’s this Valentine’s day thing happening today, and even though I already got my sweet ass rock from my rock….

My ring
#Speechless

That fucker also bought us concert tickets to see d.m.b. this summer! Right?!?!

The Dave Matthews Band has been my fave band for over 20 years, and I have yet to see them live (which I hear is the best way to hear dave).

D has been spot on this past year and given the almost dozen years we’ve been married, I never thought he knew exactly what I wanted. I’m probably one of the most materialistic people I know – my ma has a bit to do with that – and he is the world’s stingy-est.

Phoebe !

So how the fuck do I top that? How do I even come close enough? You guessed it = Sexy time! Fuck flowers, this guy just. Knows.

Have a sweet day lovers, eat a ton of chocolate and hold yours extra close…I’m gonna go wrangle up somethin’ {click} … real nice for him 🙂

 jen.

 


 The Dave Matthews Band – get some.



 

Love is the condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own.”

-Robert A. Heinlein (1961), Stranger in a Strange Land


Our home

“Love grows best in little houses, with fewer walls to separate.

Where you eat and sleep so close together, you can’t help but communicate.

If we had more room between us, just think of all we’d miss.

Love grows best in little houses – little houses just like this.”

-unknown 


“Other things may change us, but we start and end with family.”

-Anthony Brandt, Esquire